A TIME YOU THOUGHT ABOUT ENDING YOUR OWN LIFE.
i don't believe i've ever thought about this seriously. i think when i was going through a bit of a rut a while ago, i had suicidal thoughts on my mind, merely what it would be like and such but nowhere near serious. but now i absolutely hate the concept of suicide, not just for myself but everyone. i just think it is one of the most horrible things anyone can do. i find it so selfish and i cannot imagine why anyone would want to inflict that sort of pain on the people that know and love them. i think there's always things to look forward to in life, or if nothing to look forward to per se, still experiences to have. so no, i don't think this ever really has, nor will ever apply to me.