Sunday, September 26, 2010

DAY TWENTY-TWO

HOW HAVE YOU CHANGED IN THE PAST 2 YEARS?

i have changed a lot in terms of appearance; i've dyed my hair darker (although it's nearly back to its original light brown now), gotten a lot less tan and worn a different style of make-up. this is inevitable considering my supposed grown maturity over the past two years not to mention changing fashion trends. i guess i've changed in persona aspects too, i've become less vague and more analytical of my surrounding situations i think, which is sometimes to my detriment when paranoia strikes. i've also grown to become less human i guess you could say, i don't really feel emotions very easily anymore and my values have diminished quite a bit. i guess the best way to describe it would be a very mild aspergers although i've hardly been diagnosed with such things. because of this, i've withdrawn a bit from the social scene and have become more comfortable with my current group of friends, rather than going out and making new ones like i used to do a bit more. i'm okay with this though, it means i'm less likely to be disappointed but unfortunately also less likely to be surprised and experiencing new and exciting things. but still, i'm okay with this, it's just my personality. i don't know myself too well so i'm not sure how else i've changed, i have asked my friends if i have and they thought i hadn't really, or at least no more than what is expected over two years, so i guess that's a good thing.