i don't know why, but i reacted to something immensely. i'm just so sick of selfish people thinking they are the single most important thing in the world and everything else that doesn't somehow relate to them is irrelevant. i think i felt so bad because it was my best friend who was targeted by this ridiculously selfish person, and this friend has gone through a lot of things lately. besides the fact i wasn't originally a big fan of this selfish person, it's only been made worse now. i'm sick of this motif, it happens time and time again. they've fucked up a lot of things which have at times, perhaps been for the better, but nonetheless these things are far from being appreciated.
i'm not a fan of my life changing dramatically, especially in relation to people, and i may be concentrating this whole scenario down a little but i think a lot of these changes have been due to this one person; unfortunately even my relationship with said best friend. it's not fair and i just cannot wait for it to stop.
